Not the heart-lah of course!! hahaha!! the ever so milky white and gorgeous V actually patted me on my arms over lunch over a small matter?! *faints!!! today the 23rd of October 2007 was one good day!! =)
- short but meaningful =P
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Finally!
It's been quite awhile since i last updated this blog of mine. Now i guess i'll update it more often since i've got a laptop to use =D
Working life sucks!! i wanna go back and study!! too bad holidays are till' next year...crud.. -.-"
Anyway, met a few nice peeps at work too and they aren't from my department either. Some people they have there are my department. sheesh!
It's always nice to have lunch with peeps from 15th floor! very happy to have met CL,V,N,YL, and TY!
Yesterday was a disaster! Why in the world was "she" at Wangsa Maju station handing out flyers?! GEEZ!! Can't I just be left alone and not see "her" until next year or so? ><"
Working life sucks!! i wanna go back and study!! too bad holidays are till' next year...crud.. -.-"
Anyway, met a few nice peeps at work too and they aren't from my department either. Some people they have there are my department. sheesh!
It's always nice to have lunch with peeps from 15th floor! very happy to have met CL,V,N,YL, and TY!
Yesterday was a disaster! Why in the world was "she" at Wangsa Maju station handing out flyers?! GEEZ!! Can't I just be left alone and not see "her" until next year or so? ><"
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Sucky Connection
Phew, at last can update my blog after so long.
Thanks to the sucky connection here at my condo, i can't do anything and my desktop "passed away"
today went to DBKL office to pay my parking summon which i should not even get! knnccb rm30 gone just like that!! damn DBKL officers only summon outstation cars whereby the number plate does not start with a "W" or "B" alphabet. Serves those bias pig officers right to be only a DBKL officer going around issuing summons for the rest of their wretched lives. ngek!!
besides that, i also got into a really idiotic conversation with one of my housemate today:-
Me: hey, i thought you have class today? why are you still at home?
Housemate: you think i got class meh? you oso no class then why i must have class leh?
Me: er..okay (forgiven for answering me idiotically since we are both different course
and different class)
then i thought you have lab today?
Housemate: you oso no lab, why i got lab leh?
Me: ..... (got annoyed and forgave housemate for answering me idiotically for the second time.
so i thought he was trying to crack a lame joke)
h-a-h-a-...thats funny!
Housemate: hahah..funny leh? laugh lah laugh lah!
Me: -.-" (wtf!? so lame man this person!)
hmm, and she still has not answer me or look for me or anything like that yet. so i guess i know the answer already. =)
Thanks to the sucky connection here at my condo, i can't do anything and my desktop "passed away"
today went to DBKL office to pay my parking summon which i should not even get! knnccb rm30 gone just like that!! damn DBKL officers only summon outstation cars whereby the number plate does not start with a "W" or "B" alphabet. Serves those bias pig officers right to be only a DBKL officer going around issuing summons for the rest of their wretched lives. ngek!!
besides that, i also got into a really idiotic conversation with one of my housemate today:-
Me: hey, i thought you have class today? why are you still at home?
Housemate: you think i got class meh? you oso no class then why i must have class leh?
Me: er..okay (forgiven for answering me idiotically since we are both different course
and different class)
then i thought you have lab today?
Housemate: you oso no lab, why i got lab leh?
Me: ..... (got annoyed and forgave housemate for answering me idiotically for the second time.
so i thought he was trying to crack a lame joke)
h-a-h-a-...thats funny!
Housemate: hahah..funny leh? laugh lah laugh lah!
Me: -.-" (wtf!? so lame man this person!)
hmm, and she still has not answer me or look for me or anything like that yet. so i guess i know the answer already. =)
Thursday, August 16, 2007
3 in 1
hm, this is my first time writing a blog.
I don't know why i started but somehow i feel that i need to put my thoughts on words rather than keeping them all to myself. Here goes..
Today I met her at the library steps after three days I did something I've never done in my entire life before face to face and boy I still feel so stupid for doing so.
I don't know why i froze and i literally said "oh shit!" I did not move at all.
She saw me, gave me a smile and continued walking down..i was still standing there!!! wtf!
She really looked so sweet, not only today, but every time when I see her I feel that she looks better by the day (yeah right nicky, dumb ass! h-a-h-a!)
I told myself that after three days and still there wasn't any reply I should give up for good...but I can't. I really don't understand why and it wont go away..poor me
Sometimes I feel sick inside and I've been feeling sick for almost a year for keeping it inside and not telling.
Somehow I felt a little relieved after telling and while I was driving back to my condo I started to feel stupid for the things I said to her and what I've been keeping all these while.
I remember the very first day she spoke to me which was a year ago.
She said "Jou sann.." (in canto.)
Being the usual me in the morning a little bad tempered and blur I looked up as she was standing right in front of me.
I was like "oh damn, its that pretty girl that I wanted to know and now she's the one saying Hi to me?! wtf..people saying Hi to you and you're still hoping for Dr (my good buddie's nickname) to intro her to you?!! knnccb.."
then doing some oscar winning performance I said "oh, good morning, so "ngam" wan.. " geezz..how lame was that?!
Anyway, after that day I always got up the same time and went down hoping to see her again day after day. some how i never got to stand close to her anymore..rats..
I considered last year literally a blast for me cause I got to know her and sometimes we hang out at night just chatting with each other. I really miss those nights when I got to tease her *sigh
oh well, I can't blame myself for being stupid can I? guess i can!!! STUPID!! ><"
Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh, why the hell am I still bragging about this? I should stop already! It's been a year!!
Somehow some things are just not meant to be..
I don't know why i started but somehow i feel that i need to put my thoughts on words rather than keeping them all to myself. Here goes..
Today I met her at the library steps after three days I did something I've never done in my entire life before face to face and boy I still feel so stupid for doing so.
I don't know why i froze and i literally said "oh shit!" I did not move at all.
She saw me, gave me a smile and continued walking down..i was still standing there!!! wtf!
She really looked so sweet, not only today, but every time when I see her I feel that she looks better by the day (yeah right nicky, dumb ass! h-a-h-a!)
I told myself that after three days and still there wasn't any reply I should give up for good...but I can't. I really don't understand why and it wont go away..poor me
Sometimes I feel sick inside and I've been feeling sick for almost a year for keeping it inside and not telling.
Somehow I felt a little relieved after telling and while I was driving back to my condo I started to feel stupid for the things I said to her and what I've been keeping all these while.
I remember the very first day she spoke to me which was a year ago.
She said "Jou sann.." (in canto.)
Being the usual me in the morning a little bad tempered and blur I looked up as she was standing right in front of me.
I was like "oh damn, its that pretty girl that I wanted to know and now she's the one saying Hi to me?! wtf..people saying Hi to you and you're still hoping for Dr (my good buddie's nickname) to intro her to you?!! knnccb.."
then doing some oscar winning performance I said "oh, good morning, so "ngam" wan.. " geezz..how lame was that?!
Anyway, after that day I always got up the same time and went down hoping to see her again day after day. some how i never got to stand close to her anymore..rats..
I considered last year literally a blast for me cause I got to know her and sometimes we hang out at night just chatting with each other. I really miss those nights when I got to tease her *sigh
oh well, I can't blame myself for being stupid can I? guess i can!!! STUPID!! ><"
Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh, why the hell am I still bragging about this? I should stop already! It's been a year!!
Somehow some things are just not meant to be..
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